Until IT comes..

Sitting and reflecting over this past year tonight has filled me with aplethora of emotions. Thoughts of all that has occurred comes to mind andbrings with it huge waves of emotions. Some good and some that bring me totears. Thinking not just of all the events that have occurred or even thelosses I’ve experienced, but…

Even now

As I sat and prayed one night, I sat in silence for some time just thinking. Thinking of the ways that I believe I have fallen short in many moments in the last couple of weeks. Even at one point feeling hopeless about some of them as if I had somehow ruined a good thing…

His love is healing and restoring

This morning as I prayed, my heart was overwhelmed with so much gratitude. Gratitude for God, His sacraficial love and just what it accomplished on the cross and continues to accomplish in our lives everyday. Grateful for this love that presently keeps covering, healing, and restoring me day by day. In the last post, I…

Clearing the cache

A couple of months ago, I ran across a facebook post that broke me down and yet motivated me all in the same breath. It said: "Allow Holy Spirit to clear out the cache of injuries in your heart. You'll need the extra space in the next decade" A cache is simply a hardware or…

Considering it pure Joy

This last year has been a whirlwind for sure. While I started out in a positive and expectancy mindset, I still had not imagined all that it would turn out to be. It feels amazing to be ending the year and having my eyes so opened wide to seeing God as my Abba Father and…

Real Deal Peace

I’m learning that real deal peace comes from God and God alone. I know when you read that like you’re like “duh!” in your head but it’s definitely possible to know that but operate completely differently. I’m currently at a very uncomfortable place in life in all aspects. Im stepping into multiple transitions that all…

Seasonal Expectations

In addition to all that's been happening in this life of mine, God has been maturing me and bringing so much wisdom to my mind concerning the season that I’m in and the expectations that I should have for myself. For someone like myself, being realistic about what I can do hasn't always been a…

Showing Up

The act of showing up can be found at the core of the strongest realtionships that one might have in their life. Although at first some might find it hard to even explain, once some deep thinking occurs most people can readily identify the people in their life who have shown up for them and in doing so…

Making up my mind

Today, I am choosing to make up my mind to completely and fully trust God. Fine time to finally do so, but better late than never. In fact, given all that I have dealt with lately, this is a greater time than ever for me to make up my mind about numerous of things. Right…

Good soil for planting

In the world of planting, good soil takes extensive preparation. From the adding of healthy matter to the continuous working and removal of debri; the work must be put forth to gain good fertile soil. Good fertile soil being capable of producing an abundance of crops. I'd like to think that this same concept can…